Monday, June 7, 2010

Friends and Personality

So today is april 2nd of the year 2010. I have come to a realization... (or more like Jacky pointing out) that I am becoming like the people I hang out with... Yes it is both good and bad... but I really was surprised and shocked to hear this. So I was hanging out with Jacky yesterday at her place, we were talking then all of a sudden... Me: I haven't changed! Jacky: Oh yes you have! Me: WHAT? Jacky: You act more like me and Sierra now, and you've lost your accent Me: WHAT REALLY?! (still in shock) Jacky: YEAH!

So yes I was shocked I didn't want to believe it at first like as if I'd contracted cancer or if I had just found out I was pregnant. But seriously it's not that bad as I thought. Everyone does it. No matter what you do sometimes you just can't help but act like you're friends...

Yeah so my ideal purpose is to be myself and my own person. At the same time try not to be isolated? Do you know what I mean? But I find myself getting noticed doing the most random and things I know that I wouldn't do normally...

I'VE LOST MY ACCENT?! I USE TO TALK LIKE J.B.?! LOL. seriously I find that I talk like myself still... okay wait.... omg... when I'm around them I do talk like them... wtf?! anyways... yes my accent. My chicago accent I loved and have wanted to keep... but it's gone? :(

So really now I would like to make a vow... to be myself... even if I'm with my friends. I don't like not being myself. I've just became immune to the feeling of what I like and don't like. I'm my own person and I shouldn't make other people decide on what I am even if it is my friends that I hang out with.

Yes I've realized I can have fun with people without changing who I am. My arms and hands hurt from straining myself from all this typing it's quiet strange really... No it's not strange I'm strange. <- HARHARHAR.

LOL. anyways. Be true to yourself. Be yourself. Hang with friends and still be yourself-ish?
um well... you can't really keep yourself from acting like your friends it just happens. Just don't go all carbon copy now. catch yourself before it becomes carbon copy.

Have a great day.

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