Looking Back Insomniac
September 18, 2009
No I'm not really in my insomnia mode. I've been experiencing a series of unfortunate events that cause me to have a reason to blog mood. Well to name out a few of those mishaps and misfortunes. Well for a few days I've been having a throbbing migraine that feels like someone is sticking 1000 needles inside my brain. Yes it literally felt like that. (Not really I think I emphasized that too much.) So I had to take Exedrin to relieve the pain. But the set back to it is that Exedrin has caffeine in it so I'm here not sleepy at all I just can't manage to sleep which I really want to but just can't myself to do so because of all this energy that I have. I let my feelings get to me. I missed the school bus. My back hurts. There are insects crawling everywhere, mostly scorpions. (Is it because I'm a scorpio that scorpions are attracted to me or something?) The weather still seems like it's gonna burn me into wispy, feathery ashes. I miss lunch cause I decided it would be a good day to take photos and didn't get any good shots and had to eat my lunch at Science 6th period which is my very last period. And... I think that may be it.
Aye this makes me want to scream sometimes. But when I look back sometimes I even manage to laugh at myself for being just so. It helps in me to feel better and to not feel even more crappy than I already feel. Which is good. Considering all the things I've been through in life why didn't I think of this before? Just to laugh it out. It's such a simple thing. Yet ignorance failed to let me see what I could be doing instead of crying myself to sleep and sulking in utter depression. I could be laughing it out pretend like it never happened and just feel better about it. That's why I admire my friend named Yasmin she laughs at the most simplest things and may not be funny to everyone else but she laughs it off anyways. Like usually embarrassing things that happen to her she laughs it out. And she doesn't let anything hold her back from living her life happy.
Lesson learn here? Yeah? I know I learned something.
Speaking of mishaps and misfortunes. Problems. Sometimes you can solve your own problems on your own. And I find that very uplifting and makes you feel independent. You can even try to solve your own problems with a little help from a family or friend. They're there for you and when you really do need help and no hope is coming from yourself then why not use another brain or two to help you solve your problems? eh? ;p
Oh and always pray. GOD will help you. Don't doubt in your prayers and remember to keep a spiritual, righteous and christian way of life. yeah?
-With Love,
Claire A.H. Yu
No I'm not really in my insomnia mode. I've been experiencing a series of unfortunate events that cause me to have a reason to blog mood. Well to name out a few of those mishaps and misfortunes. Well for a few days I've been having a throbbing migraine that feels like someone is sticking 1000 needles inside my brain. Yes it literally felt like that. (Not really I think I emphasized that too much.) So I had to take Exedrin to relieve the pain. But the set back to it is that Exedrin has caffeine in it so I'm here not sleepy at all I just can't manage to sleep which I really want to but just can't myself to do so because of all this energy that I have. I let my feelings get to me. I missed the school bus. My back hurts. There are insects crawling everywhere, mostly scorpions. (Is it because I'm a scorpio that scorpions are attracted to me or something?) The weather still seems like it's gonna burn me into wispy, feathery ashes. I miss lunch cause I decided it would be a good day to take photos and didn't get any good shots and had to eat my lunch at Science 6th period which is my very last period. And... I think that may be it.
Aye this makes me want to scream sometimes. But when I look back sometimes I even manage to laugh at myself for being just so. It helps in me to feel better and to not feel even more crappy than I already feel. Which is good. Considering all the things I've been through in life why didn't I think of this before? Just to laugh it out. It's such a simple thing. Yet ignorance failed to let me see what I could be doing instead of crying myself to sleep and sulking in utter depression. I could be laughing it out pretend like it never happened and just feel better about it. That's why I admire my friend named Yasmin she laughs at the most simplest things and may not be funny to everyone else but she laughs it off anyways. Like usually embarrassing things that happen to her she laughs it out. And she doesn't let anything hold her back from living her life happy.
Lesson learn here? Yeah? I know I learned something.
Speaking of mishaps and misfortunes. Problems. Sometimes you can solve your own problems on your own. And I find that very uplifting and makes you feel independent. You can even try to solve your own problems with a little help from a family or friend. They're there for you and when you really do need help and no hope is coming from yourself then why not use another brain or two to help you solve your problems? eh? ;p
Oh and always pray. GOD will help you. Don't doubt in your prayers and remember to keep a spiritual, righteous and christian way of life. yeah?
-With Love,
Claire A.H. Yu
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