Contentedness

As I sit here in my chair feeling unsatisfied and glum. The feeling of not being content is consuming other feelings I'd rather wish to feel. It's been a stressful week with little sleep and a workload of homework being brought home each day from school. Or I'm just being moody again, I don't know, I'm not sure really. Take your pick. Also the fact that I could sometimes be negligent of my overall health and the ability to care about how I look each day and coming home to look at yourself in the mirror and say,"Wow did I really walk around school looking like that? ". My self esteem is at a pretty healthy level, it's just I get really emotional sometimes. But hey who doesn't have those moments right?

So other than my current mood, this guy from ASU told us that going to selective colleges you'd have to clean up everything you have online... now... alright... well... that kind of sucks... Is this what I get for making too much profiles and still in my mind saying oh yeah HARVARD all the way baby. Yeah... I'm so freaken smart. <- sarcasm right there. (I was about to say thur to replace there but that would be grammatically incorrect wouldn't it?) I'd just think they'd think of something to hack into my very private profile of only which friends are granted access to view... idk how'd they'd do that but w.e. I'm pretty much more than a quarter over but less than half finished with H.S. But I'm already thinking about all this... College and stuff, they say it's never too early. That I could start building my successful future now. So I guess I'll give myself a kick in the arse and move my butt to the career center and ask about free crap. yeah.

When I thought I was in a blogging mood... I don't even feel like writing right now, maybe cause I'm watching hellcats? haha. Bye.