I think I'm a flake

Yeah that's right I was a socially deprived child and there fore I do not know how to keep friends? I mean hey friends are there but I just don't want to go up to them when I need something from them. I know it too and I can feel them being super extra annoyed and that's what pushes them away from me... I'm a flaker that's what's annoying about me! and that sometimes YES I'll admit that I do act like a "princess" but eventually I come to realize it and I stop.

But quiet frankly most of the time I just keep my mouth shut when I'm talking to people cause when I do try to speak I just get cut off by someone and it seems like they don't want to listen. I pretty much think 24/7 and blog because sometimes nobody seems to know how I feel so maybe I should just start telling them...

"Hey check out my blog will you?"

I really need to start posting more of my notes into my blogger account.

Yeah but any who. I have come to realize that I think I may be a flake. I'm a flaky friend as flakey as frosted flakes. I'm telling you. I don't really keep friends unless I got really close with them... even some that I got super close too seem to drift away and I rarely get to talk to them now... I just don't know sometimes. Like either they don't want to talk to me or they've just gotten mad at me or some weird conspiracy I've thought up in my silly mind.

I seriously seriously seriously have a problem this and the fact that all I can do now is blog. Well... not really but I've been into the blogging mood recently and pshyeah. pretty much. Oh wait crap I forgot what I was about to say...

Oh and I think I've grown accustom to almost... hey I said almost to talking to myself! can you believe that?! that's so not normal. LOL.

I need to get out and reconnect with people again. Or just get online write and email and boom start a conversation with a long lost friend from a couple of years ago eh?

well that's all I had to say.

happy saturday.

thank you. and bye bye. :)