The most useless blog I've ever written

I sit here with a mug full of honey green tea and I think to myself how I am seriously bored out of my mind mostly from the daily routine and school, even on weekends I find that it's a routine. I just would like the weekends to be not so routine based to get out of the routine... I think I shall start cleaning on fridays so that I wouldn't have to worry about anything on the weekends. Then in the weekends I can just totally chillax. I don't know what my purpose to writing this blog is but surprisingly some people read the all the crap I have to say or the stories I tell.

On another note quiet similar or maybe not so... If you didn't know already I make videos on youtube. I deleted a lot of them cause some of them have no value or anything. But anyways I have 301 subscribers currently. Out of those 300 so subscribers I only have like a few viewers I don't like how people subscribe and don't even watch your videos or whatever. If you're not going to watch then don't subscribe do you know what I mean? It really bugs me a lot for people to do that. If I don't like something or I know I'm not going to watch it then I'm not going to subscribe to it!

I feel like I speak to much but nobody ever hears me out... I feel quiet useless at times. But I learned just to push that aside and instead be smarter and more mature in mind than any other person in the room would be. I don't know if that makes sense at all but it makes perfect sense to me. Since people don't really listen I just observe and figure out things on my own and its only when people ask I'll blab and blab and blab and people even get sick of that too so I stop myself knowing that I'm not the most important person in the room. I think that I might be a bit of a egotistic. So you see when I get into a room full of strangers I just tell myself that I'm the coolest person in the room and I probably programmed my head to do or think that people also put importance in me somewhere along the line there.

I'm really just writing this just to get out of doing some homework when really the homework is not that difficult but I'm just getting those diseases that totally make me lazy inside and out. jk. well bye now.