Very Opinionated Am I

I feel as if I've said enough but enough is never really enough for me. I can truly say that I am outspoken but the problem is that I'm never heard. Never has anyone taken my word... rather taken something from me that would in turn be something positive. It's always the other way around. I wish I could run away from it all and be somewhere that would allow myself to be heard. To be recognized, but... one running away never solves anything. two what would I do when people do listen?

I really could take this opportunity to be like a caterpillar going on a journey to finally stop and root itself to a stem and form a cacoon and hatch within sixteen days (I believe) and have in the process formed wings and become more beautiful inside and out. Well butterflies don't really know that they've been made into this type of simile but it would be nice if they did. <- there goes my crazy imagination.

I've found that there are things of unimportance that people find so important only because they've allowed it to be the center of their lives. Like something they would die for if they ever lost that. Like socially inclined people who just have a bunch of friends and enemies and this environment would be seen at most while you attend school. Really, may I ask is your social life really the most important thing you can possibly give importance to? I just think that it's a waste of time sometimes and it's unnecessary. I'm not saying you shouldn't have friends or whatever but seriously to be "cool" or feel "cool" is just to do your own thing. I guess it takes a person who didn't really give importance to it in the first place to say that.

I really don't like how some people whine and cry and just make something so little be a big deal. I think it's so stupid. Like this scenario:

girl: OMG my mom took away my phone. She is so STUPID.

me: why? *in my head* (she's probably not so stupid)

girl: for no freaking reason!... I was just too tired to do my chores...

me: well my mom is a lot more strict and__

that's where I get cut off cause I guess what I'm saying makes no importance to some stupid brat who won't do their chores.

(I didn't get any sleep last night nor this morning. Everyone is just sooo freaking LOUD as heck.)

What the girl needs to realize is that other people have it harder than them and losing your phone is not the end of the world. MY freaking mother. GOSH.

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